bad in words ..

i guese i am bad in words ,
how i explain more about myself in different language ?
different language between different minds ,
what mind would be thinking at the moment with my soul  ....

just i knew it , i am bad in different language words ,
i just can't explain so much ,
but i had to say something for my painfully soul ,
could i using different language to shown that ...

i choose in different , i had chosen at the different place ,
to starting for my new journey ,
alonely for the trip , but strongly feel lonesome ...

i had chosen ,
perhads , i should be try until end ,
persist to the end ...
after someday , when i back towards look ,
isn't different to compare before ...

i wish so ,
but the fate can tell me the future ?
and the truth ....